MP3 
Hold my hand while I die
I've always wished that I could leave my brain behind
But that's not why
I stick around, I've lost my mind
There's something eating at me
Clawing at my insides
I'm not fine
I lie
To myself all the time
I'm not alright
But I can fake it well enough
To make it right
It's really hard to live inside my head
All in all there's nothing to be said
I was never meant to be I wish that I was dead
I was never meant to be so
I'll be you instead
Would you still love me
If you knew what I was thinking
If you knew what I was really really thinking
Something is off, I can feel it in my chest
So let me rest
Someone put me to sleep, lay me in bed
Pretend that I'm not here
Is anyone out there, is anyone near
Happy ain't so clear
Wrap me in dreams, I'm filled with fear
I'm on Lexapro all year
Stroke my hair while I cry
I've always wished that I could keep it all inside but that's not why
I stick around, I've lost my mind
There's something eating at me
Clawing at my insides
I'm not fine
I lie
To myself all the time
I'm not alright
But I can fake it well enough
To make it right
It's really hard to live inside my head
All in all there's nothing to be said
I was never meant to be I wish that I was dead
I was never meant to be so
I'll be you instead
Would you still love me
If you knew what I was thinking
If you knew what I was really really thinking
Something is off, I can feel it in my chest
So let me rest
Someone put me to sleep, lay me in bed
Pretend that I'm not here
Is anyone out there, is anyone near
Happy ain't so clear
Wrap me in dreams, I'm filled with fear
I'm on Lexapro all year
